And another down day. Work was shit. From knowledge transfer down to ordinary bug fix down to serving the users. Yesterday I was complaining that someone should help me with all the bug fix as part of the knowledge transfer. Today I was complaining that I shouldn’t be doing something that what the technical team should be doing.
And guess what? Yesterday I phoned JP and she was not at home. Her mum joked to me that she was having “fun” outside. I phoned her at the office and her colleague told me that “she is meeting someone”. I phoned her once at home and she was not in at 8 pm. Then I phoned again at 10 pm and she was not in either. So what happened to her? I don’t know. But one thing for sure is that I am feeling damn shit.
And with all these shit, I decided to quite smoking. I was a tough experience once again. I was struggling throughout the whole afternoon as I couldn’t find JP. But I didn’t give in. It is a tough battle and I am fighting for my life! I have always a great survivor and I have decided firmly that I have to quit this bad habit once and for all.
Only one thing that made me happy tonight was that they have changed the Pay TV program. And I watched “Phenomenon”. That made me cried. Remember “George Malley”?
Just a few quotes from the show.
“Would u love me for the rest of my life?
No, you don’t love me for the rest of mine.”
“U came here to die, didn’t u ?”
“Everything is on its way to somewhere.”
“And you have to listen to me now, it’s happening. It’s gonna be okay .. It’s okay .. Goodbye honey.”