Today was probably one of my worst day, or more precisely, this has been my worst week. The sense of rejection everywhere. Just when you thought that losing your girlfriend is bad, it could be worse.
It all began with the day that I called JP up. Knowing that she doesn’t even have to slightest idea to come back to and prefer to stay free having a few boyfriends, I really feel like no aim to live on. To make things worst, I have no place to stay when I eventually return to Singapore. I proposed extension but was “kindly” rejected. My two best friends back in Singapore suggested that I should stay in a motel that will cost me $50 per day. That would be $750 in total for three bloody weeks. Good friends, huh? Very practical friends. I will turn to Colin tomorrow and God know I may be rejected as well. Try to bring forward my HK trip but William told me to come to Jakarta at the beginning of July. Called up my BNP mates on Saturday but no one was around. In the end, they all went and watched “The Fifth Element” without calling me. Called up Mohamed on the Sunday morning but he had something on that night. As always, no one from the BNP team answered me.
Took the initiation and called up the BNP team this evening hoping to find some companies for dinner. Grace they all have French class (and she was surprised that I “miss” them so much) and Mun Chun they all who don’t have French class said that “something going on tonight” and hinted nothing for you. Even my credit card was rejected in one of my favourite restaurant and I have to walk fifteen minutes to get the cash. And of course, the CL ATM machine rejected my DBS card.
What a whole lots of rejections. Just when you think that your life is bad …