Today we needed to hit Los Angeles therefore we both woke up pretty early. I set the alarm clock at 6:45 am and I woke up naturally. More correctly, I woke up by a nightmare. In my dream, I was in bed with JP. And before we got into real business, she admitted that she had slept with more than a hundred guys while I was away. I was furious and shouting up to the sky (something like the show ‘Romeo and Juliet’) and I could feel my whole body felt with rage. And I woke up with cold swears falling from my forehead.
Must be the songs from ‘Jewel’.
Guess what. I woke up at 7:20 am instead. Feeling very tired and we stepped out of the room at around eight. Had a simple breakfast and hit the road. I felt a lot better today and Colin and I got along well just like Day One. Kind of strange that my mood changes so suddenly.
At first Colin decided that he would drive all the way to Barstow and I would take the cue and finished off the trip. In the end, he got tired after one hour of driving on a very straight road and I took over. We swapped from time to time and it was fun.
The factory outlet in Barstow was huge. We both spent a lot of money there. In the end, we were frightened and tried not to step into any shop.
The inn was very decent indeed and we relaxed quite a fair bit. Colin was into … erm … movies while I just took a nap. He was craving for Chinese food so we have decided to go for Chinese. It took us a long time to get there and the food was no good. But he still thinks that it is better than cheese and bread (Western food).
During the whole day, I was thinking about JP again. Thinking about the possibility that we will get back together. But will I ever even be able to bear the shadow of not being able to know what she has been doing behind me? After all, we have officially broken up. And do I really care if she is really flirting and sleeping around? Guess I shouldn’t. Thought that the purpose of such a trip is to forget about the past but the past is just too difficult to be forgiven.