Sometimes I wonder whether I shall carry on with my relationship with JP. Now, I really can’t see what the future like. Maybe it’s time for me to call it off (rather than a divorce later on). I have been so faithful when I am in Paris and she does not give me a sense of security at all. Never once I threaten to leave her. I have been a passive lover for too long. Far too long. Maybe I am fated to be one loner.
Had an argument with Aurore. Really shouldn’t have done that. I am sure I have hurt her feeling. I tried to make it up during the lunch time but the damage has been done. What happen to me nowadays. I pissed everybody off all of a sudden. Self control, okay?